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I was a fool, i was making decisions blindfolded. After i read wad you wrote last night it opened my eyes. You were right our frenship which took so much effort and time to forge was to be destroyed just like that. Why did i even make such decisions?

Building is dificult but destroying is easy and i was about to do just that. Guess i was doing things w/o thinking abt the dire consequences. Tot that everything would be fine overtime. Just hope for everyone to be happy and for me to move on. Not realising it would turn out this way.

The truth just smacked me right in the face. Im really sorry for hurting you this much. You were never in the wrong, i was the one. I just could'nt frigging let go. Wished i was strong, guess i needed help. I know that you're sick of this and i intend to end it right now. I sense that you somehow think differently of me? Please dont think that way, im the same me just made the wrong choices.

I just keep contradicting, i cant think straight when im stressed out. Saying this but doing otherwise. The "counseller" needs to be counselled. Let's just dump this crappy me behind, i wanna change, be a better person. I just need some time to myself i guess?

Let's start anew then. Instead of us walking our separate paths why not walk on the same one together? I'll try to safe our frenship. Let's enjoy the last of the time we have left. I ask for your forgiveness.

Trying to heal the wound that i tore open.

Quote: -NIL-

Welcome (:

i am malcolm tan from
unity secondary currently studying in 5/1
birthday's on 6nov
16 this year
i am an enthetist so dont crap with me
and yepp im Single
if you dont like me pls fuck off
for your info the songs in my blog expresses my mood
and please do tag (:
i listed all of the quotes under etc. so do take a look
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.basketball
.volleyball
.math (dunno why i like leh)
.computer games
.game designing
.watching movies esp fantasy and extraterrestal
.swimming (though im not that gd)
.eating (a way to a man's heart is thru his stomach)
.slothing LOLS
.listening to music
.watching southpark


.a sweet girlfriend
.be a better basketball player
.new basketball
.handphone (DONE)
.personnal lappy
.new bike-BMX
.thinking of upgrading com again
.second comp will be just fine
.new wallet
.new bag
.1st bball jersey
.that pair of sandals
.a watch?
.getting in SP/NP

I Don't Think I Love You
By Hoobastank

I wonder what you'll take from me today
Sanity or just me breath away
It's hard to say
Impossible for me to tell
What always walking on egg shells
Who you're going to be from day to day today

I wish that we would go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore,anymore

Wonder why it is that you don't see
What you've changed since we first met
And how much that is killing me
Know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you use to smile so easily

I wish that we would go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore,anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I don't think that I love you anymore,anymore

I'm sorry,I'm sorry
I never thought that it will come to this
I know I'll never get back
To how we were before
Cause I know that I don't love you anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I know that I don't love you anymore,anymore

I'm sorry...


So Close, So Far
By Hoobstank

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar
Been gone so many days, I’m losing count
When I think of home, I see your face
I know I have to wait

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it’s like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It’s numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You’ll wait for me

I Promise
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
Just wait and see

I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don’t think I can wait

We’re So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I promise
It’s tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
I promise
Its tearing me apart
What I would do
What I would do
What I would do to be there with you



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-chuhui
-elaine
-fazilah
-fhazrin
-gary
-hidayah
-huda
-ika
-jervis
-jun le
-kassandra
-king ngee
-mizah
-nilah
-norman
-rebecca
-shahidah
-shetqi
-shiqi
-shiwei
-tonghua
-yanshan
-yiqian
-Nariah
-xxs
-darius
-guanquan
-kenneth
-zachary

- February 2009 - March 2009 - April 2009 - May 2009 - June 2009 - July 2009 - August 2009 - September 2009

.Making a mistake and not correcting it is making another mistake
.Good opportunities don't come twice
.What you think of yourself is what you will show
.Shoot for the moon and if you miss, you will land among the stars
.Results matter and not hours of long work
.Our greatest glory is not in never failing but in rising everytime we fail
.It is not the fittest who survive but the opportunist
.Never put off tomorrow what you can do today
.Success is a journey not a destination
.Good medicine always taste bad
.Losing is the norm, winning is a blessing
.Dont catch what you cant kill
.There is no failure only learning experience
.A rolling stone gathers no moss
.Whats done cannot be undone, the damage is done but the scar remains
.Dont do something you will live to regret
.It does not matter how many times you fail but if you fail to try again
.The past is not equal to the future
.Dont wait for things to happen, make it happen
.Learn to let go if you want to hold on