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Friday, March 20, 2009
Y @ 5:54 AM
Hey yáll! Had lunch with my homies ytd at Causeway Seoul Garden. Ms Kom and Mdm Yue treat. Did not have much appetite. Ytd i also went for another check-up to remove the scalp from my sinuse. Cant mention to you guys how big it was, say bout pinky finger size?. Doctor only managed to remove one, which is from my right nostril. The left one is kinda not ready yet so i'll have to continue with the washing. If you dont know what im talking about refer to post March 13.

Just finished my tuition and clearing my wet bowels. Pain ar pain, this repetitive lifestyle is getting on my nerves. Study, rest, eat, sleep. My life has not much downs but it doesnt have much ups either =/ ~Yawn~

Been thinking about the past mistakes again. Lol it just came back to me w/o reason, but the more i ponder about it the more i learn about from it. The world is such that only the person who takes the chances presented to him is the winner. Seizing oppurtunities whenever they arise. To me there are four types of people; the hardworkers, opportunists, procasinaters and the slackers.

1) Slackers: no hope, let them rot
2) Hardworkers: have hope but not much
3) Opportunists: the best chances of survival
4) Procasinaters: nothing will happen to their favour

Slackers wait around for things to happen/ be done for them. No hope. These few will be the ones that cant keep up with anything especially schoolwork.
Procasinaters will drag on and on what they can complete. In the end? It will never be complete.

One quote: Never put off tomorrow what you can do today.

Being of a specific strain isnt good either. A mixture of all three is acceptable or any two. The chances are slim though, think about your future enjoy now, suffer later or the opposite, you decide for yourself. You write your own story no one can do it for you.
But the best is the combo 50% hardworker and 50% opportunists. They work hard YET smartly. These are the people who will make it big in life.

Yes working hard makes one seem capable and useful but it is strenous is it not?
Opportunist give themselves chances whilst waiting for chances to happen.
E.g You like this girl but dont wanna ask her out isnt that giving yourself a 0% chance? Whereas if you ask you still have a 50-50 chance that she accepts, creating an OPPORTUNITY for yourself. Point taken? If its not then better you re-read this post hahas just kidding!

I'd made this mistakes before and im sharing it with you guys so that you can learn from MY mistakes instead of making your own. Btw good luck for your MYE's! Anyone need help with their studies please contact me i'll be glad to assist (: (Not POA or MT though)

Quote: It is not the fittest who survive but the opportunist.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Y @ 10:24 PM
Good afternoon! Dad had half-day today so bought us subway for lunch. Cold-cut-trio, italian BMT and cheese smthing ham. Studying geo. Waves. Rocks. GMOs. Cliffs. Its all starting to haunt me now hahas, studying like i never study before. Math is improving a lot. English not so much and thats what im worried about.

Need more time to revise and relax. Only say, bout 4 more days to MYE already. Minds all blank sometimes after studying. skali i become sot. Sleeping late and walking up early these few days, quite tired need a nap right now. Good luck to all of you guys for MYE!

Quote: Success is a journey not a destination.

Friday, March 13, 2009
Y @ 5:18 AM

Electric Cautery Of Nose-

Had an appointment with my ENT doctor today. Since my nose was still very much blocked she recommended a mini op to be done. This would open up my sinuse so that my medicine can be used effectively, as the corner of my nose cavity was unusually larger then the norm. The whole op took around 15mins, this was what happened:

I lay down on the op table, the doctor used a 5% Lignocaine Hydrochloride acid to clear and disinfect my nose cavity. The feeling? A very painful burning sensation in my whole nose cavity which slowly led down to my throat. Im the kinda guy that wont cry easily, guess what? A tear escaped my left eye, that was how painful it really was. Next the doctor placed two cottons with strings into each of my nostrils to absorb the extra solution, it was really uncomfortable.

Thereafter, she used a syringe to inject local anasthesia into the affected area to numb it. Top jaw, cheeks, nose and back of throat was numbed. She then pushed the cottons further into my nose before using a small pen-like device to burn into the flesh. Even though the area was numbed it still really hurt. It was done on both sides before the doctor took out the cottons and wala! The ops done.

Blood. Blood trickled down the back of my throat. The feeling of a bee sting in my nose, the cottons drenched with blood. Continued to nose bleed for the whole day, even now as im blogging. It will be blocked for a week or so before it becomes better.

Quote: Good medicine always taste bad.


Thursday, March 12, 2009
Y @ 1:27 AM
Love. What is it? Why is it so complicated? Can we do without it? Why do we need it?
These are some of all the questions streaming in my head, waiting to be answered.
Waiting in an orderly line to be processed.

Love is a two-way process, both parties must participate actively. It is sort of like a game of tennis, if you hit the ball across and the other party refuses to hit it back this is not a match but a throwing game. Similarly, a one-way relationship will end with nothing. So if you are on a one-way better give up, the other party wont be yours. Nevertheless you should give up only after you have exhausted all possibilities. Ending a relationship is easy but building it is much of a task. Handling it is similar.

In a relationship both parties enjoy the affection from one another. Deriving joy from seeing each other everyday, the presence of one another and so on. Exchanging hugs, cuddles and kisses. The most important element of a relationship is TRUST. If there is no trust there is no relationship. E.g your bf/gf goes out wif the opposite sex, will u feel angry? If you are, then there is no mutual trust between you and your partner. A fight might soon arise.Trust is the glue that keeps the couple together, so dont underestimate it.

By the way if your single dont be disheartened.

Someone dear once told me, everyone has their happy ending so if your life aint happy now, it doesnt mean that its all over, it just means that your happy ending hasnt arrived yet.
Wondering why im saying all these?

Cause im bored at home thats all -.-

If one stands up the other will fall down, seems i happen to be the latter. So oh well.
I know its impossible between us already and im moving on. If there is second chance i promise i wont miss it again. Laughing about the past, ready for the what the future beholds.

Quote: Losing is the norm, winning is a blessing.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Y @ 1:24 AM
The World seems a lil brighter, a gleamer of hope.
Cant believe im using the word "hope". Feeling a lot better, can say that i have almost gotten over it. One mistake, a lifetime of regrets. I promise myself that'll i'll be laughing about it when its all over. Might be able to do it.

My smooth life just had its down for 3 weeks or so. Now all of you know that even my life aint perfect. School was alryte just alryte. Din had PE cos Mr choong din come. Kena scolded by relief teacher for saying the F-word. Studies are not so good, my interest is not that high alrdy. One word, demoralised.

Contented. Grief. Self-denial. Jealousy. Which one is it? I'll leave you guys to ponder about it.

Quote: Dont catch what you cant kill.

Saturday, March 7, 2009
Y @ 5:54 AM
Had tuition in the afternoon, pushing my english up. Dota-ed last night with my homies, hooking is improving a lot but not perfect yet. Getting tired lately though i sleep at 9.30 everyday. Feeling way lot better emotionally and all. Thx to ____ . You made my day (:

Have been starting to train lately, push-ups, dumb bells and all. Need to strengthen up, cos im way to skinny and weak. NAFA test coming soon and MYE's in 2 weeks. Training. studying, training, studying, relax, studying, relax, studying. Wow thats boring. Need to add some action to my life or at least change the routine.

Woooo! My aunt bought me my first pair of basketball shoes yo. For S$60. Thats cheap. Had a 25% discount if ya trade-in an old pair of shoes, only at royal sporting house though. White and black. Adidas.


Though we cannot be, i miss you every single day.

Quote: There is no failure only learning experience.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Y @ 2:05 AM
Hey y'all! My life's starting its turnover already, though it will never be complete without some things or events. The past shall be forgotten and the mistakes shall not happen again. PE had free games due to the unpredictable weather, also the class got scolded by Mr Choong Lols, for going to recess w/o him dismissing us. The MYE's coming round the corner, 20 days to be exact. Have to cut down on my comp usage and that sucks.

School was normal today sep the fact that is was bit too quiet, with the lower secs all at home doing E-Learning. Basketball wasnt getting any better or so. Studys also too. Starting to harbour hatred towards some people, seriously cant stand their attitudes. Shall not name those people for i dont wanna create any trouble. Ok i shan't elaborate further then.

Whos up for a studying partner or group. Please call me (:
Cause i cant seem to study at home.

Starting to brighten up but im still feeling LONELY.

Quotes: A rolling stone gathers no moss.

Welcome (: