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Saturday, February 28, 2009
Y @ 12:28 AM
Life is fragile.
Sitting here in front of my baobei comp whilst its raining out there. Spending my days alone for the rest of the year i guess. Felt so guilty, sad, should'nt have said that. Im sorry if i had left a scar on you, the past was haunting me though its not an excuse. I just could'nt control my emotions, though the words came out in caps it left a mark. Your someone close to me and i dont want to hurt you, just wanna say im sorry again.

Ok then, i know u want me to be happy and forget bout the past. Living life to the fullest. I'll try my best to do that (: I also wanna say that you brighten my day, lighten my load and put smiles on my face. Whenever i was down you'll be there to comfort me, ask me whether im alright. Though i missed that chance i never regret a day not knowing you. Thank you for all you have done for me.


Quote: Whats done cannot be undone, the damage is done but the scar remains.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Y @ 1:18 AM
Basketball today:
3 matches, each 4v4 match point 11

1) Scored: 4 2) Scored: 1 3) Scored: 3
Assists: 4 Assists: 2 Assists:3
Passes: 6 Passes: 4 Passes: 7
Steals: 0 Steals: 0 Steals: 0
Fakes: 0 Fakes: 0 Fakes: 2
Lay-ups: 0 Lay-ups: 0 Lay-ups: 0
Rebounds: 2 Rebounds: 0 Rebounds: 2
Blocks: 0 Blocks: 0 Blocks: 2

Results: TERRIBLE

School was "fine". Woke up early today, gotta report at 7.25 cos i was late ytd. Fuck it. Feeling left out somehow, lonely, pissed, confused and i thought i had gotten over it. Nvm about that anymore at least 'everyone' is happy eh?

Math test was returned today. Results? 18/20, near-perfect if not for my last qns. Fuck it. Wanted full marks so badly. Oh well, should have practiced more. Did my best though so not feeling that bad.


Quote: Dont do something that you will live to regret.

Friday, February 20, 2009
Y @ 1:10 AM
Hey y'all! Eating Tom Yam maggie mee whilst blogging, dam fucking hungry. Missing my thailand cup noodles =( School's fine today w/o the boring POA. Studying is the only thing on my mind these few days; Math, Eng, Chi, Geo, SS.... I agree my life is very smooth, almost too smooth. Have no stress, BGR probs, studies prob and all. Maybe its just the beginning or im just very lucky.

Basketball. Missed it during pri and sec school aint gonna miss it at poly. Must train more, cant even dribble properly let alone do a lay-up. Trying to learn no-look pass and cross-over, maybe throw in a fake or two. Really looking at how my homies are playing, maybe can dip a trick or two from them especially Jun Le. Admire his basketball, have to train harder to get to there or even more.


Quote: It does not matter how many times you fail but it matters if you fail to try again.

Monday, February 16, 2009
Y @ 3:59 AM
Hey y'all! Feeling better today, had our CIP at west coast with old folks :) Seems i did it! Forget about the past and leave it behind. Don't try to catch what u can't and don't change what can't be changed. Getting on with life, though im still sour bout it.

Anyways forget bout that. CIP was really fun, lifted my spirits right up :) Had to carry the chairs from 4th floor to GO...OUCH!! Den up the bus and unload again at west coast. My arms are really sore now, esp my elbows. Dunno whether i can do PE tomorrow :( Ok then signing off.

Quote: The past is not equal to the future.

Friday, February 13, 2009
Y @ 8:50 PM
Kon-ni-chi-wa, Happy Official Valentine's Day to all those lucky bastards who got a date =)

So im here at home sorting out my mixed feelings and memories, into these two groups "major-fucked ups" and "perfect moments". Learn my lessons the hard way. I hate making mistakes but still i do make them and alot of them. Seeking perfection is near impossible. Assumption is the mother of all screw-ups, like Mr Arul once told me in class and i turned a deaf ear to that. Now i know what does it meant which was already too late.
Considered it one of my major mistakes i made, though i wont make the same mistake again.

Humans are liddat in a way that they dont cherish what they have till it's gone. Then regret about what they had not done before. I'll learned my mistakes this time round, the bloody hard way. So i urge all my peers to heed my advice, cherish what you have before its gone. =)

Another thing is waiting for things to happen. Like i mentioned early, assumption = screw-up and assumption leads to waiting. Assume that something will change and not set to change it myself. Then when it turns sour i regret. All of them are linked in a way or another, and i had to fall prey to them. What it needed was to fall for one, ONLY one and the rest will follow suit. True that life is full of ups-n-downs but making it contain more ups. Isn't that better?

Quote: Dont wait for things to happen, make it happen.

Thursday, February 12, 2009
Y @ 1:56 AM
Today's Thurday and its two more days to V-day.
Dam my shitty blog for giving me so much trouble, wasted my 1hour
Got bad news and good news, bad news is that, my hip was swollen after i fell when i stepped on a piece of paper during basketball on tuesday.
Seems i can't play basketball for quite some time till its heals.

Very tired these few days even though i sleep at around 9.30~11.00. Can't really concentrate in school. Good news is that I found a new favourite subject other then my sciences and that would be MATH. Yea i noe i noe, math=headache but i find it interesting in some ways.Very tired these few days even though i sleep at around 9.30~11.00. Can't really concentrate in school

Tommorow have POA test which sucks downright. If only my chinese pass, i'll long gone drop my POA. This year has been quite hectic, studying studying studying. Not much time compared to sec3 n 4, and i thought during those years that time was less.
It seems i'll be celebrating V-day again w/o anyone in particular like i have done for my entire life. So Cheers! to anyone who has a date on V-day and DONT miss any opportunities comeing your way. =)

Quote: Learn to let go if u wan to hold on.

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