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Electric Cautery Of Nose-

Had an appointment with my ENT doctor today. Since my nose was still very much blocked she recommended a mini op to be done. This would open up my sinuse so that my medicine can be used effectively, as the corner of my nose cavity was unusually larger then the norm. The whole op took around 15mins, this was what happened:

I lay down on the op table, the doctor used a 5% Lignocaine Hydrochloride acid to clear and disinfect my nose cavity. The feeling? A very painful burning sensation in my whole nose cavity which slowly led down to my throat. Im the kinda guy that wont cry easily, guess what? A tear escaped my left eye, that was how painful it really was. Next the doctor placed two cottons with strings into each of my nostrils to absorb the extra solution, it was really uncomfortable.

Thereafter, she used a syringe to inject local anasthesia into the affected area to numb it. Top jaw, cheeks, nose and back of throat was numbed. She then pushed the cottons further into my nose before using a small pen-like device to burn into the flesh. Even though the area was numbed it still really hurt. It was done on both sides before the doctor took out the cottons and wala! The ops done.

Blood. Blood trickled down the back of my throat. The feeling of a bee sting in my nose, the cottons drenched with blood. Continued to nose bleed for the whole day, even now as im blogging. It will be blocked for a week or so before it becomes better.

Quote: Good medicine always taste bad.

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i am malcolm tan from
unity secondary currently studying in 5/1
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16 this year
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.basketball
.volleyball
.math (dunno why i like leh)
.computer games
.game designing
.watching movies esp fantasy and extraterrestal
.swimming (though im not that gd)
.eating (a way to a man's heart is thru his stomach)
.slothing LOLS
.listening to music
.watching southpark


.a sweet girlfriend
.be a better basketball player
.new basketball
.handphone (DONE)
.personnal lappy
.new bike-BMX
.thinking of upgrading com again
.second comp will be just fine
.new wallet
.new bag
.1st bball jersey
.that pair of sandals
.a watch?
.getting in SP/NP

I Don't Think I Love You
By Hoobastank

I wonder what you'll take from me today
Sanity or just me breath away
It's hard to say
Impossible for me to tell
What always walking on egg shells
Who you're going to be from day to day today

I wish that we would go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore,anymore

Wonder why it is that you don't see
What you've changed since we first met
And how much that is killing me
Know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you use to smile so easily

I wish that we would go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore,anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I don't think that I love you anymore,anymore

I'm sorry,I'm sorry
I never thought that it will come to this
I know I'll never get back
To how we were before
Cause I know that I don't love you anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I know that I don't love you anymore,anymore

I'm sorry...


So Close, So Far
By Hoobstank

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar
Been gone so many days, I’m losing count
When I think of home, I see your face
I know I have to wait

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it’s like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It’s numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You’ll wait for me

I Promise
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
Just wait and see

I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don’t think I can wait

We’re So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I promise
It’s tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
I promise
Its tearing me apart
What I would do
What I would do
What I would do to be there with you



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.Making a mistake and not correcting it is making another mistake
.Good opportunities don't come twice
.What you think of yourself is what you will show
.Shoot for the moon and if you miss, you will land among the stars
.Results matter and not hours of long work
.Our greatest glory is not in never failing but in rising everytime we fail
.It is not the fittest who survive but the opportunist
.Never put off tomorrow what you can do today
.Success is a journey not a destination
.Good medicine always taste bad
.Losing is the norm, winning is a blessing
.Dont catch what you cant kill
.There is no failure only learning experience
.A rolling stone gathers no moss
.Whats done cannot be undone, the damage is done but the scar remains
.Dont do something you will live to regret
.It does not matter how many times you fail but if you fail to try again
.The past is not equal to the future
.Dont wait for things to happen, make it happen
.Learn to let go if you want to hold on