malcolm's

2009-09-17T07:36:00.001-07:00

De-Stress time! Watch this following video =P

Gabriel showed me this..Im not pervertic or anything but WTH LOL

This is another video, no worries just plain humour..

ROTFLOL. Hilarious eh? lols havent blog in a long time so heres wads been happening. Been going to library instead of night classes with JunLe Jervis Gabriel Zach and XinShen. 5~9pm full study. The finale is almost reaching, Good Luck to us all!

PS: If you're reading this YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING. (Applies to sec5's only =P)

2009-08-25T01:58:00.000-07:00

O lvl english oral today. Topic? Medicines, chinese and western.
Might not be able to get distinction but wth ar its over already.

So peeps take a break, take a kit-kat. Enjoy [:

2009-08-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

Face The Music By Hoobastank

2009-07-11T19:49:00.000-07:00

Life is full of decisions. I read this article on decisions and i want to share it with you guys , here is what it says:

80% of our Decisions are made by our Emotions.

Only after had we made them do we use logic

to counter check whether it was a right or wrong.

Surprising huh? I find it true too. One cannot allow emotions to affect our choices and decisions in life. We must thus surpress our emotions and use our logic to decide. Make any sense? Ask yourself, have you succumb to your emotions before? The answer is yes. Everyone has, including me. I shan't deny that i have used emotions to make countless decisions and regretting it in the end.

Alryte than i'll leave you guys to ponder whether what i have written is true of false. In the meantime heres something off-topic.

I done a quiz on facebook on my personality and it says:

You are too laid back and unassertive and people often take advantage of you. In addition, you tend to suppress your negative emotions. You are highly submissive in professional, personal, and relationship roles. You find it hard to say no in almost all circumstances.

100% true. Now i know why i am who i am. I give in and people just crawl over my head, many examples of which i shall not comment.

Quotes: NIL

2009-06-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

Hey'All! Back again after the long 'break'. Yea the so-called 'break'. Actually the fact is i was slacking most of the time, though i did study. I SWEAR >.>

Been watching this dam freaking nice korean drama aired back in 2007. Yea i knw im slow but its awesome i tell ya. Airs on Chn-U from 8-9 pm on weekdays. Heres a small vid compiling most of the show. Its only the link cos the bloody youtube embed thing doesnt copy the whole thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JY351y-gZlE

Most of the story or drama revolves around Luo Danfeng (Han Ji-Hye) and Jiang Baihu (Kim Ji-Seok). About how they got together despite the odds againts their parents. At first Baihu was in love with Danfeng but she kinda rejected him cos she was in a relationship. Later on she broke up and then REALISED she really loves Baihu and that he is the right man for her.

But Baihu didnt knw she broke up with her boyfriend and treated her coldly. This is the part where its dam cute LOL. However in the end they got together but face cricticism from thier families. Haha how cute. Nice drama i tell you.

Gotten the Jersey today, black-yellow. 30 Bucks, gonna have a long good talk with Darius. My money like cheated so ex. Alryte shant post any longer.

Quote: -Nil-

2009-06-06T20:37:00.000-07:00

Hey all!

Ytd had Funfair at sch celebrating its 10years anni. Our stall was a disaster. The boat game was too difficult to play, furthermore the pool thingy was leaking. So? Indri changed our stall to face painting. Results? Biz gt increases abit.

Arrived in sch at 7.30 am. Almost whole class was thr so most of us had nth to do. Wasted my beauty sleep. Dint play any games just ate and drank. $2 one drink. Daylight robbery -.- Waited at the stage for Huda's and Yvonne's performance. Huda was bit nervous i could see but great job and nice vocals! Yvon good bassist!

Wondering arnd the sch for the nx few hours then Shi Wei and Xs ask me go watch Yelicia's band perform. I dunno how to rate bands but great show nonetheless.

Lucky draw that day was .... All nvr strike. Sian waste my money. Mizah won a ipod-shuffle. Anvious. Then at 3+ J2, Yi Qian, Kass, Daniel, Xs, Reb, Shiwei, Shi qi wanted to play haunted house so we went. Crowded. J2 and Daniel had to leave so left us few. All girls and two guys.

Entered. Xiaofei gave us intruction of how-to-play and all. Macham scolding us haha. The girls were bit scared already. Split us into two groups, 5 each.

Then we started the game: Match the disease with its symptoms and find the patient. "Dead bodies" all walking arnd. Went beside the "bed" to check the symptoms. BOOM gt one girl pop from under the table, s'pose to be a corpse or smthing liddat. Hit her head on my knee cos i was nearest. Wa ouch her head must have been really painful, want say sry also cant ltr get disqualified. LOL!

Passed the 1st round so went to second round. Whilst passing to the nx rm xiaofei pop from below and grabbed Yi qian leg. Walan she screamed like no tmr. Went to nx room, AVA room i tink? Whole place their 4/7 ppl, "patients" and "doctors". Abi sit down their pretend be mental patient then she suddenly scream and run to us. Girls all kia tio scream and run lo. Xs i dunno wat he doing must be running also. I just stand there then this "patient" eat lollipop one stand in front of me and look at me. Look back lor. Then gt another girl talking to herself then run towards us before lying on the floor. Girls screamed again. Then game over.

Then this guy come and tell us not to succumb to depression and all. Also told us since we last group made it a wee bit scarier. Whole day i tink i enjoyed here the most. I only scared by the girl that pop from under the table. Poor lollipop guy, failed to scare me LOL. Their class dam creative tink of such things. Good job.

L4D 2 coming out this Nov. O's would have had ended can go buy. Cant wait for some zombie shooting.

Quote: -NIL-

2009-06-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

Falling out with friend/s.
Some of you/them dislike me?
Someone maybe.
What did i do wrong?

Puzzled. o.O'''

No one to talk to about it. Bottle it all up, only able to vent it via blogging. Oh Well. Lets talk about the brighter part. Addicted to this Korean Drama "Likeable or not" weekdays 7~9pm on channel U. Love story. Weird. Hilarious. Anvious. (:

School funfair this saturday. In the LOGISTICS group.

JunLe- Lo

Me- gic

XinShen- stick.

Yea stick as in the tree branch not the fishstick you gay. Wanna become Kanye West ar? haha Those that dont get this joke i suggest you go watch southpark (: Season 13, episode FishSticks
Have a hell of a laugh.

Nothing else much.

Quote: Making a mistake and not correcting it is making another mistake.

2009-06-01T01:25:00.000-07:00

Just finished O level Mother-Tongue papers. I should be feeling...

Words which i think can describe me: Glad, Contented, Anxious, Fear, Paranoia.

This feeling inside me cant be described. Whats with me? What am i worried about? Its already over? Am i worried about something else? Then? What the hell is it? Messed up myself.

Status: Needing some deep profound things inside my head.

Quote: -NIL-

2009-05-25T02:18:00.000-07:00

Pain by ThreeDaysGrace

[Chorus]
Pain, without love
Pain, cant get enough
Pain, I'll get rough

Cause i rather feel pain then nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And i'll show you a world you can understand
This life is full of hurt
Where happiness doesnt work
Trust me, and take my hand
When the lights go out you'll understand

[Chorus] x2

Anger and agony is better then misery
Trust me, i got a plan
When the lights go out you'll understand

[Chorus]

Pain, without love

Pain, cant get enough

Pain, i like it rough

Cause i'd rather feel pain then nothing

Rather feel pain

I know, i know, i know, i know, i know

That you're wounded

You know, you know, you know, you know

That im here to save you

You know, you know, you know, you know

I'm always here for you

I know, i know, i know, i know

That you'll thank me later

[Chorus] x2

Rather feel pain then nothing at all

Rather feel pain

2009-05-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

Heyall! Sorry for the long absence from blogging, been busy. Really. Literally busy. Chinese O lvl's are round the corner already, June1. No choosing of what should be studied/revised. Its chinese all the way.

Study Study Study.

Night class Night class Night class.

Revise Revise Revise.

The better part:

Jersey making has FINALLY been confirmed. This friday(:

Been having chem practs every chem/CE lessons. Fun stuff so no complains. Did some experiments on my own and created something beautiful. The colour turned from purple to green to blue then lastly stays at turquoise. It was somewhat lucky i guess cos i just randomly added the solutions.

So yea here is the lengthy post like i promised(: Ciaos..

Time is a gorgeous aspect of life and yet the worst.

Quote: -NIL-

2009-05-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

Just started facebook on friday. Got my hair-cut. Look weird. Still nothing much to post about, maybe next Next time will be a lengthier post. PROMISE.

''And so it seems

This is it

Thats all that will happen

Just this

And i wonder

Have i done the right thing?''

Status: Undefined

Quote: -NIL-

2009-05-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not posting. Not free much these few days, studying at night classes everyday without fail. The output is much better then that of at home. Nothing much to post today so sorry guys ): Promise a lengthier post next time, on something good i hope.

"Never expect results even after all the effort you put in, it only leads to dissapointment."

Status: In wonderland

Quote: -NIL-

2009-04-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

ALERT! WARNING! -Swine Flu on the lose-

155 confirmed deaths in the whole world, 154 from Mexico and 1 from USA. Lotsa people didnt come to school today, 6. Many more are sick of flu. What kind? Swine? Hope not! Choy choy! Im so evil... Haha

Made a pact to myself today. NO PORK NO LARD until the swine flu is over. Please excuse me my muslim friends, Gomenasai! Been to the night classes for 3 days now with miraculous results. Able to study with the presence of friends and most importantly... *Drums rolling* AIR-CON!
Seriously melting these few days. Subliming as we speak or in this case typing..

Now about lunch.. Went BK (burger king) for lunch and had a Whopper upsized meal. Only me and JunLe was eating the Whoppers. Almost the size of my hand. Missed the flavour of Whopper, had it the last time at Changi ariport when departing for Vietnam.
Delicious. Mouth-watering. Drools.

"Gazing into the blank sky,

Looking for that Star,

Wondering,

Pondering,

Which star will it be? "

Status: Dreaming?

Quote: Good opportunities don't come twice.

2009-04-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

I have returned...
Life's rolling the same way. Everyday seems like Deja-Vu. Over and over it ends and begins yet again. Ytd was PTC, met with Mr Chew with BOTH my mum and dad. Shan't elaborate further on what happened. Praises. All praises though i failed 4 subjects. Weird? Nonetheless i should buck up with my studies, therefore i might not be on9 that often anymore. Dont cry pals! Hahas

Just had KFC for lunch, tried the Cheesy BBQ Meltz. Delicious, Ooeeshi!
Injured two of my fingers during basketball on thur and it still hurts now as we speak. Every single time i bend it or move it. Aw, Aw, AW!

Just started getting addicted to this anime called "Toradora". About a young boy Takasu and a palm-top tiger girl Taiga. Shan't elaborate further for fear of spoiling the surprise! Haha You guys should check it out, its hilarious. (:

I feel like im Takasu Ryuuji, cos i have the same scary face and eyes. Haish No wonder im still single... Anyways Kusheida Minorin (Pink haired girl) is HOT! and so is Ami and Aisaka Taiga! Haha! Think im gg go horny-mode alrdy! Haha! - sorry for being so open, gomenasai!

Status: Lollipoping around.

Quote: What you think of yourself is what you will show.

2009-04-20T03:39:00.000-07:00

The pain..the agony. The feeling of glue being wiped on the body, the feeling of heat like standing beside the oven whilst its working. The heat.. The damn weather. Burning, melting...

Hey'all! Other then the killing weather, everythings quite fine. Did some 'self-mutilation' on my arm in class today. Using black, blue and red pens. Fooled some dummies though -.- Ah Ping and Fazilah thought that it was real. Haha! Maybe can become one of those scary movie make-up artist.

Appetite's really increasing these few weeks. Eating way lot more than usual, skali i gg become fat. Thinking abt eating.. I MISS MY PASSIONFRUIT. Damn.. Havent eaten it for a month or so, love the sweet.sour combination. Many people dislike it, man im a weirdo.. Haha

Dieing of boredom. *Bleed Bleed Bleed* Feeling like gg on a long holiday.. Wish i could get a job at the Great Barrier Reef, just taking photos and updating the Tourism Blog. 6mths for USD150,000! Showed the website to Huda and she was like, WOAH! Huda-"I love taking pictures and getting sunburned!" Haha.. A dream job for anyone yo!

Hinata! Woo!

Status: Turning into a gayfish.

Quote: -NIL-

2009-04-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hey y'all! Today have both good and bad news. Good news: Had NAFA 5 station test today, did my best and came out great. These are my results of the test. The points i earned are stated beside in brackets.

Sit and Reach: 44 (4)
Standing Broad Jump: 234 (3)
Pull-ups: 8 (5)
Sit-ups: 44 (5)
Shuttle Run: 8.91 secs (5)

The total points i gathered, 22.(w/o 2.4km) Points needed for gold? 21 and above (: Hahas i did it! Proud of my acheivements, although i tink i could have done better. Sit-ups was dissapointing, wanted 50 and above. Oh well.. I always aim bit too high Hahas

After that went for basketball with my homies. Lousy gameplay by myself today. Oh well.. Still have room for improvement to make.

Bad news: Received all of my MYE papers today. SS 22/50 and Geo 26/50, combine marks fail by 1. Maths failed, marks arnd 40+. Eng gt 61/100, only needed 4 marks to get a B3. Dissapointing. At least it will show me where i stand and how much i need to improve for my O levels. Oh well.

Missing you so badly... I just wish that i could...

Quote: Shoot for the moon and if you miss, you will land among the stars.

2009-04-10T19:05:00.000-07:00

I was a fool, i was making decisions blindfolded. After i read wad you wrote last night it opened my eyes. You were right our frenship which took so much effort and time to forge was to be destroyed just like that. Why did i even make such decisions?

Building is dificult but destroying is easy and i was about to do just that. Guess i was doing things w/o thinking abt the dire consequences. Tot that everything would be fine overtime. Just hope for everyone to be happy and for me to move on. Not realising it would turn out this way.

The truth just smacked me right in the face. Im really sorry for hurting you this much. You were never in the wrong, i was the one. I just could'nt frigging let go. Wished i was strong, guess i needed help. I know that you're sick of this and i intend to end it right now. I sense that you somehow think differently of me? Please dont think that way, im the same me just made the wrong choices.

I just keep contradicting, i cant think straight when im stressed out. Saying this but doing otherwise. The "counseller" needs to be counselled. Let's just dump this crappy me behind, i wanna change, be a better person. I just need some time to myself i guess?

Let's start anew then. Instead of us walking our separate paths why not walk on the same one together? I'll try to safe our frenship. Let's enjoy the last of the time we have left. I ask for your forgiveness.

Trying to heal the wound that i tore open.

Quote: -NIL-

2009-04-07T03:19:00.000-07:00

Vello everybody~ (Frenchtone)
Today had english prelim oral exam, just finished. Talked abt buisness, kindergarden and women working these days. Reading the passage the teacher seems impressed, inside i high! haha Then moved on to picture, had nth much to say. Conversation.. The Freaking Teacher keep cut me... Havent say finish she cut. I knw that when the teacher stop you means you will get gd grades rdy. BUT i have even more points to talk abt... Waste my marks only. Oh well...

Proceed outside DM rm to watch my homies play V-ball. Norm, Ah hua and all. On the way down Surprise! Surprise! saw a beauty, bball girl. High ar! Then went to shoot some hoops wit kn and JL. Played horse. LOVED the 2pt wind-mill chop! Luck.. just luck Then wk came and we played 2v2. 7-4 me and JL won. More High!

Now sitting here posting, waiting for mum to cook dinner. Gg out cycling ltr wif kn, JL and wk.
Cant wait..

Meanwhile planning the class cycling trip to changi Loyang chalet. Must plan the way thr, which route, short-cuts and detours just in case. Ms kom seems pretty raved up by it, really entu. This trip will really put my leadership capabilities to the test. Planning a 5 man team per group. One map reader at the front, one fast rider at the back to keep the pace. Must bring spare tires, tools and grease. Lucky my dad taught me howda fix bikes.

Last Good news! Scored 80/100 for chem, 18/20 for MCQ and 50/65 for paper3. Alryte then, until nx time Sayonara..

Its hard to build something but easy to destroy. All it takes is a wrong decision.

Quote: Results matter and not hours of long work.

2009-04-03T18:43:00.000-07:00

Hey y'all! Sorry for not posting for quite awhile. Was gg thru the MYE exams. Ytd had Jogathon at Chinese Garden, 2.4km run walked half the way with kn. He couldnt run cos drank Oolong Cha gt stomach ache Lols.
Moral: Dont drink Oolong Cha before exercising (:

Then went to Lot1 with Junle and co. for lunch. Pizza Hut style! Ate chicken pasta, mushroom soup and free-flow coke for $6.90. The portions were small so it wasnt very filing, kinda wasted my money hahas Later went together with my mum to my check-up, removed the last piece of scalp. Breathing much easier now then before.

Reading Manga with all my spare time, catching up on Naruto. Other than ytd activity, nth much happening in my life. Seems my life is much of a stale one.

I wan to see my future! Wanna see what i become, what i do, whats my life gonna be like. All the qns coming out. Then i also wanna change my past, make my life perfect. Make ME perfect. Remove the flaws in myself, erase the mistakes i made. But oh well, thats nt possible. At least i can still day-dream abt it hahas!

Almost tried to do something that i'll regret, heng i hold it back. If not, wow its really gonna sting. Wishing for this and that. Mostly my wants are impossible to get. M-Fker why everything is impossible nia.

Trying to live a life of no regrets. So lonely w/o ____.

Quote: Our greatest glory is not in never failing but in rising everytime we fail.

2009-03-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hey yáll! Had lunch with my homies ytd at Causeway Seoul Garden. Ms Kom and Mdm Yue treat. Did not have much appetite. Ytd i also went for another check-up to remove the scalp from my sinuse. Cant mention to you guys how big it was, say bout pinky finger size?. Doctor only managed to remove one, which is from my right nostril. The left one is kinda not ready yet so i'll have to continue with the washing. If you dont know what im talking about refer to post March 13.

Just finished my tuition and clearing my wet bowels. Pain ar pain, this repetitive lifestyle is getting on my nerves. Study, rest, eat, sleep. My life has not much downs but it doesnt have much ups either =/ ~Yawn~

Been thinking about the past mistakes again. Lol it just came back to me w/o reason, but the more i ponder about it the more i learn about from it. The world is such that only the person who takes the chances presented to him is the winner. Seizing oppurtunities whenever they arise. To me there are four types of people; the hardworkers, opportunists, procasinaters and the slackers.

1) Slackers: no hope, let them rot
2) Hardworkers: have hope but not much
3) Opportunists: the best chances of survival
4) Procasinaters: nothing will happen to their favour

Slackers wait around for things to happen/ be done for them. No hope. These few will be the ones that cant keep up with anything especially schoolwork.
Procasinaters will drag on and on what they can complete. In the end? It will never be complete.

One quote: Never put off tomorrow what you can do today.

Being of a specific strain isnt good either. A mixture of all three is acceptable or any two. The chances are slim though, think about your future enjoy now, suffer later or the opposite, you decide for yourself. You write your own story no one can do it for you.
But the best is the combo 50% hardworker and 50% opportunists. They work hard YET smartly. These are the people who will make it big in life.

Yes working hard makes one seem capable and useful but it is strenous is it not?
Opportunist give themselves chances whilst waiting for chances to happen.
E.g You like this girl but dont wanna ask her out isnt that giving yourself a 0% chance? Whereas if you ask you still have a 50-50 chance that she accepts, creating an OPPORTUNITY for yourself. Point taken? If its not then better you re-read this post hahas just kidding!

I'd made this mistakes before and im sharing it with you guys so that you can learn from MY mistakes instead of making your own. Btw good luck for your MYE's! Anyone need help with their studies please contact me i'll be glad to assist (: (Not POA or MT though)

Quote: It is not the fittest who survive but the opportunist.

2009-03-17T22:24:00.000-07:00

Good afternoon! Dad had half-day today so bought us subway for lunch. Cold-cut-trio, italian BMT and cheese smthing ham. Studying geo. Waves. Rocks. GMOs. Cliffs. Its all starting to haunt me now hahas, studying like i never study before. Math is improving a lot. English not so much and thats what im worried about.

Need more time to revise and relax. Only say, bout 4 more days to MYE already. Minds all blank sometimes after studying. skali i become sot. Sleeping late and walking up early these few days, quite tired need a nap right now. Good luck to all of you guys for MYE!

Quote: Success is a journey not a destination.

2009-03-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

Electric Cautery Of Nose-

Had an appointment with my ENT doctor today. Since my nose was still very much blocked she recommended a mini op to be done. This would open up my sinuse so that my medicine can be used effectively, as the corner of my nose cavity was unusually larger then the norm. The whole op took around 15mins, this was what happened:

I lay down on the op table, the doctor used a 5% Lignocaine Hydrochloride acid to clear and disinfect my nose cavity. The feeling? A very painful burning sensation in my whole nose cavity which slowly led down to my throat. Im the kinda guy that wont cry easily, guess what? A tear escaped my left eye, that was how painful it really was. Next the doctor placed two cottons with strings into each of my nostrils to absorb the extra solution, it was really uncomfortable.

Thereafter, she used a syringe to inject local anasthesia into the affected area to numb it. Top jaw, cheeks, nose and back of throat was numbed. She then pushed the cottons further into my nose before using a small pen-like device to burn into the flesh. Even though the area was numbed it still really hurt. It was done on both sides before the doctor took out the cottons and wala! The ops done.

Blood. Blood trickled down the back of my throat. The feeling of a bee sting in my nose, the cottons drenched with blood. Continued to nose bleed for the whole day, even now as im blogging. It will be blocked for a week or so before it becomes better.

Quote: Good medicine always taste bad.

2009-03-12T01:27:00.000-07:00

Love. What is it? Why is it so complicated? Can we do without it? Why do we need it?
These are some of all the questions streaming in my head, waiting to be answered.
Waiting in an orderly line to be processed.

Love is a two-way process, both parties must participate actively. It is sort of like a game of tennis, if you hit the ball across and the other party refuses to hit it back this is not a match but a throwing game. Similarly, a one-way relationship will end with nothing. So if you are on a one-way better give up, the other party wont be yours. Nevertheless you should give up only after you have exhausted all possibilities. Ending a relationship is easy but building it is much of a task. Handling it is similar.

In a relationship both parties enjoy the affection from one another. Deriving joy from seeing each other everyday, the presence of one another and so on. Exchanging hugs, cuddles and kisses. The most important element of a relationship is TRUST. If there is no trust there is no relationship. E.g your bf/gf goes out wif the opposite sex, will u feel angry? If you are, then there is no mutual trust between you and your partner. A fight might soon arise.Trust is the glue that keeps the couple together, so dont underestimate it.

By the way if your single dont be disheartened.

Someone dear once told me, everyone has their happy ending so if your life aint happy now, it doesnt mean that its all over, it just means that your happy ending hasnt arrived yet.
Wondering why im saying all these?

Cause im bored at home thats all -.-

If one stands up the other will fall down, seems i happen to be the latter. So oh well.
I know its impossible between us already and im moving on. If there is second chance i promise i wont miss it again. Laughing about the past, ready for the what the future beholds.

Quote: Losing is the norm, winning is a blessing.

2009-03-10T01:24:00.000-07:00

The World seems a lil brighter, a gleamer of hope.
Cant believe im using the word "hope". Feeling a lot better, can say that i have almost gotten over it. One mistake, a lifetime of regrets. I promise myself that'll i'll be laughing about it when its all over. Might be able to do it.

My smooth life just had its down for 3 weeks or so. Now all of you know that even my life aint perfect. School was alryte just alryte. Din had PE cos Mr choong din come. Kena scolded by relief teacher for saying the F-word. Studies are not so good, my interest is not that high alrdy. One word, demoralised.

Contented. Grief. Self-denial. Jealousy. Which one is it? I'll leave you guys to ponder about it.

Quote: Dont catch what you cant kill.

2009-03-07T05:54:00.000-08:00

Had tuition in the afternoon, pushing my english up. Dota-ed last night with my homies, hooking is improving a lot but not perfect yet. Getting tired lately though i sleep at 9.30 everyday. Feeling way lot better emotionally and all. Thx to ____ . You made my day (:

Have been starting to train lately, push-ups, dumb bells and all. Need to strengthen up, cos im way to skinny and weak. NAFA test coming soon and MYE's in 2 weeks. Training. studying, training, studying, relax, studying, relax, studying. Wow thats boring. Need to add some action to my life or at least change the routine.

Woooo! My aunt bought me my first pair of basketball shoes yo. For S$60. Thats cheap. Had a 25% discount if ya trade-in an old pair of shoes, only at royal sporting house though. White and black. Adidas.

Though we cannot be, i miss you every single day.

Quote: There is no failure only learning experience.

2009-03-03T02:05:00.000-08:00

Hey y'all! My life's starting its turnover already, though it will never be complete without some things or events. The past shall be forgotten and the mistakes shall not happen again. PE had free games due to the unpredictable weather, also the class got scolded by Mr Choong Lols, for going to recess w/o him dismissing us. The MYE's coming round the corner, 20 days to be exact. Have to cut down on my comp usage and that sucks.

School was normal today sep the fact that is was bit too quiet, with the lower secs all at home doing E-Learning. Basketball wasnt getting any better or so. Studys also too. Starting to harbour hatred towards some people, seriously cant stand their attitudes. Shall not name those people for i dont wanna create any trouble. Ok i shan't elaborate further then.

Whos up for a studying partner or group. Please call me (:
Cause i cant seem to study at home.

Starting to brighten up but im still feeling LONELY.

Quotes: A rolling stone gathers no moss.

2009-02-28T00:28:00.000-08:00

Life is fragile.
Sitting here in front of my baobei comp whilst its raining out there. Spending my days alone for the rest of the year i guess. Felt so guilty, sad, should'nt have said that. Im sorry if i had left a scar on you, the past was haunting me though its not an excuse. I just could'nt control my emotions, though the words came out in caps it left a mark. Your someone close to me and i dont want to hurt you, just wanna say im sorry again.

Ok then, i know u want me to be happy and forget bout the past. Living life to the fullest. I'll try my best to do that (: I also wanna say that you brighten my day, lighten my load and put smiles on my face. Whenever i was down you'll be there to comfort me, ask me whether im alright. Though i missed that chance i never regret a day not knowing you. Thank you for all you have done for me.

Quote: Whats done cannot be undone, the damage is done but the scar remains.

2009-02-24T01:18:00.000-08:00

Basketball today:
3 matches, each 4v4 match point 11

1) Scored: 4 2) Scored: 1 3) Scored: 3
Assists: 4 Assists: 2 Assists:3
Passes: 6 Passes: 4 Passes: 7
Steals: 0 Steals: 0 Steals: 0
Fakes: 0 Fakes: 0 Fakes: 2
Lay-ups: 0 Lay-ups: 0 Lay-ups: 0
Rebounds: 2 Rebounds: 0 Rebounds: 2
Blocks: 0 Blocks: 0 Blocks: 2

Results: TERRIBLE

School was "fine". Woke up early today, gotta report at 7.25 cos i was late ytd. Fuck it. Feeling left out somehow, lonely, pissed, confused and i thought i had gotten over it. Nvm about that anymore at least 'everyone' is happy eh?

Math test was returned today. Results? 18/20, near-perfect if not for my last qns. Fuck it. Wanted full marks so badly. Oh well, should have practiced more. Did my best though so not feeling that bad.

Quote: Dont do something that you will live to regret.

2009-02-20T01:10:00.000-08:00

Hey y'all! Eating Tom Yam maggie mee whilst blogging, dam fucking hungry. Missing my thailand cup noodles =( School's fine today w/o the boring POA. Studying is the only thing on my mind these few days; Math, Eng, Chi, Geo, SS.... I agree my life is very smooth, almost too smooth. Have no stress, BGR probs, studies prob and all. Maybe its just the beginning or im just very lucky.

Basketball. Missed it during pri and sec school aint gonna miss it at poly. Must train more, cant even dribble properly let alone do a lay-up. Trying to learn no-look pass and cross-over, maybe throw in a fake or two. Really looking at how my homies are playing, maybe can dip a trick or two from them especially Jun Le. Admire his basketball, have to train harder to get to there or even more.

Quote: It does not matter how many times you fail but it matters if you fail to try again.

2009-02-16T03:59:00.000-08:00

Hey y'all! Feeling better today, had our CIP at west coast with old folks :) Seems i did it! Forget about the past and leave it behind. Don't try to catch what u can't and don't change what can't be changed. Getting on with life, though im still sour bout it.

Anyways forget bout that. CIP was really fun, lifted my spirits right up :) Had to carry the chairs from 4th floor to GO...OUCH!! Den up the bus and unload again at west coast. My arms are really sore now, esp my elbows. Dunno whether i can do PE tomorrow :( Ok then signing off.

Quote: The past is not equal to the future.

2009-02-13T20:50:00.000-08:00

Kon-ni-chi-wa, Happy Official Valentine's Day to all those lucky bastards who got a date =)

So im here at home sorting out my mixed feelings and memories, into these two groups "major-fucked ups" and "perfect moments". Learn my lessons the hard way. I hate making mistakes but still i do make them and alot of them. Seeking perfection is near impossible. Assumption is the mother of all screw-ups, like Mr Arul once told me in class and i turned a deaf ear to that. Now i know what does it meant which was already too late.
Considered it one of my major mistakes i made, though i wont make the same mistake again.

Humans are liddat in a way that they dont cherish what they have till it's gone. Then regret about what they had not done before. I'll learned my mistakes this time round, the bloody hard way. So i urge all my peers to heed my advice, cherish what you have before its gone. =)

Another thing is waiting for things to happen. Like i mentioned early, assumption = screw-up and assumption leads to waiting. Assume that something will change and not set to change it myself. Then when it turns sour i regret. All of them are linked in a way or another, and i had to fall prey to them. What it needed was to fall for one, ONLY one and the rest will follow suit. True that life is full of ups-n-downs but making it contain more ups. Isn't that better?

Quote: Dont wait for things to happen, make it happen.

2009-02-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

Today's Thurday and its two more days to V-day.
Dam my shitty blog for giving me so much trouble, wasted my 1hour
Got bad news and good news, bad news is that, my hip was swollen after i fell when i stepped on a piece of paper during basketball on tuesday.
Seems i can't play basketball for quite some time till its heals.

Very tired these few days even though i sleep at around 9.30~11.00. Can't really concentrate in school. Good news is that I found a new favourite subject other then my sciences and that would be MATH. Yea i noe i noe, math=headache but i find it interesting in some ways.Very tired these few days even though i sleep at around 9.30~11.00. Can't really concentrate in school

Tommorow have POA test which sucks downright. If only my chinese pass, i'll long gone drop my POA. This year has been quite hectic, studying studying studying. Not much time compared to sec3 n 4, and i thought during those years that time was less.
It seems i'll be celebrating V-day again w/o anyone in particular like i have done for my entire life. So Cheers! to anyone who has a date on V-day and DONT miss any opportunities comeing your way. =)

Quote: Learn to let go if u wan to hold on.